06/26/2003 - 11:22 p.m. | right on schedule

Everything kind of filters down to a simple should I or shouldn't I question? Well, the question is simple; for some reason, I don't find the answer to come quite so easy. Logically, NO. I SHOULDN'T. But when have I ever listened to logic entirely? If there's one thing I'll never surmount, it's this unrealistic optimism I have. So, just let my mind wander for another day, going back and forth and trying to argue each side. Not that there's much else I could do for the time being. I wish it really didn't matter to me.